Alright, explaining time.
I have had a really downright crappy year thus far, and it doesn't look like it's going to get any better. I'm cutting out things, some intentionally and some not, that give me even more reason to go to bed crying, and dA's one of the many culled (along with attempting to have real meals and going out with people I like). It's been great, sometimes, when things didn't get effed up by other things, but I don't need the extra stress of clubs and answering comments and posting new pretty things and generally meeting people's expectations. I have the time, but I'd rather use it do do nice, lovely things, like painting!