Alright, explaining time.

I have had a really downright crappy year thus far, and it doesn't look like it's going to get any better. I'm cutting out things, some intentionally and some not, that give me even more reason to go to bed crying, and dA's one of the many culled (along with attempting to have real meals and going out with people I like). It's been great, sometimes, when things didn't get effed up by other things, but I don't need the extra stress of clubs and answering comments and posting new pretty things and generally meeting people's expectations. I have the time, but I'd rather use it do do nice, lovely things, like painting! Or writing! Doing homework! Recoding my (dead) website!

To put it bluntly, I'm going (officially) on hiatus from this god-forsaken place. I have things to do and depression to avoid, and really... who even cares? I mean, really. If I were a more outgoing and interesting person, I wouldn't be in this spot in the first place, yeah? Oh well, that's what I get. And what you get, as well.

If you want to find me and see new art, because I have been making it (it's my only healthy escape, after all), you can make me post it on my livejournal, Kiwidrops. I'll do what I can, but most of it's been kind of crappy and self-deprecating. If you really, really want to make my day-no, my LIFE WORTH LIVING, you might consider requesting a commission? If anyone e-mails, comments (on LJ, not here), or even IMs me about it, I'll drum up some information for you. There's no point to me typing out (another) long list of things on a subject no one can say anything about other than "I would if I could, Sweety." For the curious, something of regular color-sketch quality, as seen above, will be no more than a dollar at this point because no one's stupid enough to buy my art the economy, you know.

Thanks to everyone who ever cared a snot for my less-than enthralling art and personage, and good luck to everyone, including those who didn't. Sorry to the clubs, it's not you, it's me.

Goodbye.

Livejournal: Kiwidrops
Yahoo: taggit_the_red (don't contact me unless you really want to TALK)
E-mail: sweetypah(AT)gmail.com